and all i could do was just listen..

Yeah.

I chose not to answer back cos I don’t want to make things even worse. So I just sat there and listened to all the hurtful things you’ve said. I deserved it, I guess. Cos what I did was already too much.

And now I am starting to doubt myself. Maybe every little thing you said about me is right. Maybe you really don’t have to expect anything from me anymore. Maybe I really am a disappointment. Maybe I won’t even be successful ever in the future. Maybe, after all, I am just nothing.

These make fall deeper and deeper beneath the ground.

And I don’t know what to do with my life anymore. Seriously.

But oh, I won’t ever do things to please you. I swear. Cos I need you to believe in me cos you chose to, cos you wanted to in spite of my failures.

“Sige, hahayaan ko muna kayong magparinig ng magparinig diyan hanggang sa magsawa kayo sa pagtapak sa sakin. May ipagmamalaki din ako sainyo, balang araw.”